I have not spoken with Cowboy since January. I did, however, hear from him on Valentine's Day when he sent me a text wishing me a happy one. I had sent it back saying the same.
I thought, for sure, I'd get one for my birthday. Nope. Not one. No email. No text. Nothing.
I found that strange. I am not sure why. I didn't want to hear from him but I was upset that I didn't. I am so confused.
I don't think that I'd feel any different even if I were involved with someone. He is a person I thought I'd have in my life forever......in some capacity. I was wrong.
It's sad when you finally know that it is the end.