What To Do! (continued ramblings of a madwoman)

The Math Prof. called. Then he emailed me. Why? I see if I want to hang out. Ummm........not if you are going to discredit me & boss me around. Mr. Verizon called. And emailed. Boring! Cowboy called. He may still have feelings for the ex but is in love with me. Adores me. Wants to work things out (if possible) with me. But our situation isn't changing. He's stuck there & I am not leaving here. That offer is not on the table anymore. CrazyJoe? Won't call or text until he is going to see me but he's confusing me. He wants to fool around. But he wants to know why I won't date a coworker. He doesn't want to be my rebound. But he really only wants to fool around. What? Then there's the Mechanic. He calls when he says he is going to call. He calls each morning & evening. He texts me during the day. He has met me twice but knows how to show someone he is intersted. I don't want a serious realitonship with him for the only reason of his age. CrazyJoe, the Math Prof & Mr. Verizon I don't want relationships with because they don't know how to act in public. They don't know how to use a phone. They are just lame. Cowboy. Ugh. Cowboy. I want things to go back to how they were in Sept. Not possible. I want to see him. Can't do that right now. I want to forget that he exists. That will never happen. Why am I being punished like this?