Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Draining My Strength

Two weeks ago, I sent Cowboy a text because he owes me money. It was brief....to the point.... and specified that I did not want him to contact me. No money. I waited a week & last Wednesday I called and left him a message that, again, asked for him to send the check because I want(need) it. Here it is. A week later. Still no money. I am taking off this Wednesday and not calling, emailing, or texting him because if he didn't send it when I mentioned it to him in December, did not send it after receiving the text, and did not send it after hearing my voice on his voicemail, why would he all of a sudden send it because I call this week.

I want the money so I can have him out of my life completely. If he isn't going to pay it back, then be honest & send a text saying "Not sending it". Or something. But I am going bonkers waiting for it to arrive. And, yes, it will hurt when I get it (or is that 'if') because then there will be no need to ever contact him again, but I am not getting better. I was in tears last night over not talking to him anymore. Yeah--it's been 2 months. I know. It's just how it is for me.

I want my money.