I woke up at 5 am out of a deep sleep because of a nightmare I was having.  I sat up & looked around panicking.  When I finally caught my breath, I saw my phone with a text on it.  Cowboy.  "I am so sorry you are as mad, hurt, angry that you wont call me.  Hope to hear from you soon.  I am sorry"
Why would I call him?  What do I have left to say to him?  He's texting me at 3am for what reason?  His evening is over & as he is winding down he is thinking about me?  Both times he's sent me a text were at the end of his day off.  Nice.  I am the last thought you have so you finish with this so as not to feel guilty or something?
I asked JW why would a guy break up with you, ignore your text & message for a week & then text you that he doesn't understand why you won't call him.  He said it makes no sense.  He also said that when he & other guy friends break it off with someone, that's it.  They don't call later on to "see how you are doing".  I can say that every guy I ever dated who has broken up with me has called me within a month to "check on me".  Gag me.  I don't think it's for any other reason than to have a guilt-free conscious.
But, if anyone can give me an idea as to why he is doing this, other than what I think,let me know.
