I had sent Cowboy a text a couple of weeks ago about the $$ he owes me. A week later when it had not arrived, I called him & wrote the nauseaus post. Still no money. I sent him a text this past Monday saying 'if you aren't going to send it, just text me no'. I explained to him how hard it is for me to do this & how it takes me 3 days to get over it. He texts me back: "I meant to send it to you. I've been trying to work up the nerve to call you. My life is all kinds of different now. I am sorry. I wanted to call and say happy birthday . I didn't forget I just didn't think you wanted to hear from me. I will try to send some money soon."
I sent it back "Don't contact me. I wish I could talk to you but I can't. I hate what youdid and am not over it. I am glad you are happywith your new life/gf but it's not what I thought was going to happen and it's not what I was promised. Just send the money. You wanted me out of your life. You got it".
And now I have been crying since Monday. I really really hate this!
